me taking a nap n i dream of someone whm AISYAH thn i remeber to write dwn my lovelife as si kpo RAUDHA wanted to listen abt, a request so here it goes.....my lovelife 04,
whn i used to werk in C.STORAGE, cwpt, i been close to few ppl like kak z n gang frm cavana, hanafi frm seoul garden n lots which include security guard to clearners, i must tell u tht they r all chill ppl....thn one day, while chilling at cavana wf kak z waiting for time to start ma shift at c.s.....thn came a newbie named AISYAH...nick SASSY..which kak z been telling mi abt, but i got to go as it's my shift to start werk, thn i was like damn, right after i finished my shift tht is ard 2300hrs, kak z told mi everything tht AISYAH wanted to know mi, she say mi not bad_looking mcm betul je!, mcm berkenan gitu, so i decided y not, since i been not dating for yrs...so i give it a shot, we exchange numbers e usual stuff, fetch her hm n to werk, those was e time.....i could c she hv e hearts for me, even she smile whn kak z told me tht u like DASS?, it's was like a question mark for me coz before tht i hv doubts abt this, n being not sure abt this, n i decided to chill n take things slow...she did mention she liked me n etc...i do admit i like her too but it is not a suitable timing, i meantion do we need to rush things?, coz i'm still hv doubts....day by day we went out...i must admit i enjoy her company....even to e extend i, DASS go to her comapny chalet thinggy coz her boss know me n invited me along, thnks bro!, it's was thn i get close to her....very close....but one thing...my heart say hold on....n i wonder y
By now maybe she get bored of waiting, but if u truely love someone u can wait just to get things right....INSHYALLAH...but 1 thing she hv her ex, showering her wf $ as in for present like gold whtever n he ride....maybe thr's advantage i know...slowly she been drifted by me, so is this wht my heart telling me to chill n know her 1st......but one thing she mention if she hv a boyfriend she would be loyal...a-z she would listen, i been in tht state, till her ex pop-up n some crushes of her, even her bestfriend which a guy, buy stuff 2gether2, sent her n bring her bck hm if happens i'm not fetching her n wht tht's to show?thr's still question mark wonder....maybe this happen coz i'm being too chilling to ask her....but whn i ask her...'DO U LOVE ME?...she mention 'YES' so i stick by her side, at time's i'm bz, n she being understanding, i was at ease by thn, knew everything was all right...so i just chill, by thn on her b'day...maybe e nxt after her ex ask her out...n thn everything went wrg after tht, things went diff direction..she changed....hmmmm, i'm not blaming her for anything, or maybe it's my fault, by thn i was just abt to ask her to be mine but things doesn't turn out tht way, but i'm cool till today if she see this i would like to say...miss e old time's ya n all e best to her....
AISYAH...u been great, maybe it's me, being to chill...or u,wanting it so much but couldn't wait....whose fault?...nobody knew...maybe it's just us....btw hope tht u r doing great wf ur family n ur loved one ya.....to you readers if it's kinda boring so sori n it's up to u to believed......
dass emoing..........
*NISA of course!
